Dead end

For the first time in a long time (probably a year or so) I am having intense drama within my social circle. I have done a good enough job at avoiding mostly all drama while I was away at school. Any drama that accumulated before college was either forgotten, ignored, or resolved and I lived in bliss for a year. I thought I was scotch-free, but we all know Murphy's Law.

I guess I just feel like I am being thrust into the same stupid position that I was in all senior year of high school and all the way into the summer of last year. I got stuck in the middle of two sides, being forced to choose one side, and inevitably, lose one side as friends or stay neutral and piss off both sides. I know I'm not the only one in this position, but it feels so isolating. I feel like I can't talk to one side about the issue without taking that side. Or at least the other side believing that I had. I'm just at a loss. I don't know what to do, and it's eating away at my being. Albeit, the issue has intensified only in the past few hours, but I can feeling gnawing at me already. I have butterflies in my stomach, my mind feels cluttered. I hate it.